December 18th, 2003

The Mindless Self Indulgence concert was all right this year...they didnt seem as pumped about playing in Norfolk as they did last time but thats okay, I still had a blast. It was more like a family reunion than a concert.... I saw so many people that I havent seen in years it was ridiculous. I had a lot of people take pictures with me; I got a lot of compliments on my ensemble for the evening and had a total blast. Stephanie, Alisha, and I were warming up in the bathroom during a set change and met Dj Aria (goth/industrial/hardcore dj from DC) she invited us to go to the wave and watch her spin *which was awesome because we got to do the willow tree dance with the goth kids* she was a total doll. Hopefully she will keep in contact with me (we exchanged numbers and information) so I can see her next time she has a show. Well thats all for today...Im going to go hop in the shower, attached is a pic of the outfit I wore...and the makeup. Enjoy!

December 13th, 2003

Just woke up, and realized that I havent updated the site in a hot minute.... so here we go...gotta keep the fans posted right? So...last night...UBER-SURPRISE.... Adriel my long lost friend called me wooohoooo, I've missed that kid soOooOo much its ridiculous. We caught up on drama (like him getting held at gunpoint) and he has the net back now so we will talk all the time woohoo! So excited! As for other news, earlier in the evening, Aaron came to see me at work and took me out again...bleh. I'm getting bored with this kid. Either he needs to

A) Get the jones to question a relationship theory for the two of us so I can say no and he will go away 

ORRRR

B) Just wait it out.

I've dropped hints to the point that its blatantly obvious I have no interest in him...I'm not being cold hearted, I am just extremely non affectionate.

I.e.: he tried to do the footsy shit under the table and I asked him why he kept on kicking my foot...and said stop.

I'm not a bitch, I'm not rude...I just think that anything less than mad passionate extraordinary love...is a waste of my time...and I'm not even looking for that right now.... love/relationship right now sounds like a jail sentence on Alcatraz island.... Im in my prime...let me at least enjoy it. --That is all.

December 6th, 2003

Sorry...I've been out and about. Exams start Monday eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!! I am completely terrified. Anyways... I CUT MORE OF MY HAIR OFF AND DYED IT...AGAIN!!!! Im going to go bald woo-hoo! After that like clockwork went out with Aaron last night, to *drum roll please* I-Hop. We are the cheep coffee slaves of suburbia. I got to meet his dark and poetic brother, his friend Jesus, and another one of his friends I found completely uninteresting due to his close-mindedness and disgusting tool obsession. All in all I rate the night a 7 out of 10. I dont know, after his friends showed up conversation died and mediocrity skyrocketed.... leaving my full attention as to how many times I could peel the paper back on a I-hop business card... after they left, his brother left and it lead to that age old question.... now what do u want to do? I was perfectly content with sitting there smoking the rest of my pack of cigs and playing with my new hair... but...he insisted on going to do something so I was like ...have a good time doing whatever your going to do, Im going to go home and sleep.... which Im glad I did due to the fact I went to bed at 3 and for the love of god DID NOT want to wake up this morning. But yea.... sorry I have no intention of doing what he may or may not have wanted to do until he learns a small roll of public affection rather than pushing me to the end of an I-hop booth leaving me to play with a business card. Work was lame as usual. Came home, took a nap...and here I am.... and here you are.

December 1st, 2003

Once again...a night at I-Hop (ha-ha we may as well just get those kinder-mats and a blanket because we practically live there) Aaron and I met up last night did the hang out thing with coffee/cigs and intellect...until he left me to go to some queer Camaro crapola *ha-ha I hope you read this* thats right Aaron, I called your Camaro club queer...watcha gonna do about it....N-O-T-H-I-N-G! But yea. I had a lovely evening, as always...but didnt write that paper...so its 9 am I'm gonna get in the shower, and write this son of a bitch before 12pm...Wish me luck.

November 29th, 2003

I went to a pool hall last night and got hit on by massive amounts of drunken old men.... I also learned that I could quite possibly be the most skilled pool player in the entire world.... who else do you know who can break balls and get the 8ball in the pocket two times in a row...thank goodness I got coffee out of the deal...the night was not a total disaster...I saw a friend from my past and made a friend for the near future...at least I hope *teehee*

November 26th, 2003